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TIRED OF MYSELF
Surviving Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault
By Prophetess Machelle Jackson
Behind the smile was pain. Behind the silence was a story. And behind the woman who kept going was someone who desperately needed safety, healing, and a chance to begin again.
In Tired of Myself: Surviving Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault, Prophetess Machelle Jackson shares a deeply personal testimony of enduring more than a decade of abuse and finding the courage to rebuild her life. With honesty and vulnerability, she brings readers into the hidden struggles of surviving violence, manipulation, betrayal, fear, and the shame that too often belongs to the abuser but is carried by the survivor.
The title gives voice to the exhaustion of living in survival mode: feeling worn down, losing sight of yourself, and wondering whether life can ever be different. Yet the responsibility for abuse always belongs to the person who chooses to cause harm. Being abused was never a failure of your worth, strength, or faith.
Through her Christian faith and lived experience, Machelle shares how God met her in painful places and how her journey toward healing helped her rediscover her voice, identity, and purpose. She speaks to the woman learning to release misplaced shame, the survivor grieving what was taken, and the person trying to imagine a future beyond what happened.
This book opens a compassionate conversation about breaking the silence, recognizing the impact of abuse, reclaiming dignity, and beginning again. It also offers loved ones and ministry communities a personal window into struggles that survivors may find difficult to put into words.
Healing is a process. Faith and practical support can walk together. You do not have to tell every detail, heal on someone else’s timeline, or carry your story alone.
Whether you are a survivor, someone who loves a survivor, or a reader seeking a testimony of faith through adversity, Tired of Myself offers an invitation to see possibility beyond pain.
What happened to you matters. Your voice matters. Your future matters.
You can survive. You can heal. You can live again.
A story of survival. A testimony of healing. A purpose beyond pain.
Reader note: This book discusses domestic violence, sexual assault, and abuse. Please read at a pace that supports your well-being.
Prophetess Machelle Jackson is the founder of Prophetic Forge International Ministry, where she is passionate about biblical equipping, prophetic development, leadership training, and raising mature Kingdom voices.
Published by Anointed Pages Publishing Company
